Could be. Personally I know what I know. I’d stake everything on the truth I’ve experienced in the person of Christ. I know the change he’s brought to my emotions, my perception of the world and the way I relate to others. There’s many different ways to describe reality. That’s reality for me. The one who said ‘I am the way, the truth and the life.’ Not about theories or doctrines .. that’s not life in the Spirit of Jesus. I’d want you, NI … and everyone.. to encounter what I’ve been granted. And you can .. if this messed up bloke can ..then anyone can. Happy New Year.